about me

Name: Isa, Psyche

Pronouns: she/her

Feeling:

Likes: vkei, the great outdoors, coffee & espresso, sunshine, strawberry dreams monster energy

Dislikes: karma doesn't work fast enough

Hobbies: writing (check out the 'journal' section below!), reading, working on this website, learning Japanese, haunting the library, long walks, arts & crafts, visiting museums, sudoku, gacha games, (LETS GO GAMBLING!), visual novels, listening to music, word searches

Other: programming and development student, salon receptionist, museum volunteer

Links: e-mail, guestbook, pinterest, steam

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interests

A3! Homare Arisugawa, Sakyo Furuichi, Omi Fushimi, American McGee's Alice dualogy, anthropology, architecture, Attack on Titan Hange Zoë, Bertholt Hoover, Bangya Simulator Hitsugi, Buck-Tick, Coin Locker Babies, Dadaroma, A Date With Death, Der Zibet, Don't Eat the Cashier Deiran, Frankenstein, the GazettE, the works of William Gibson, Gloomy Bear, The Grim Reaper Dispatch, hide with Spread Beaver, Homicipher Mr. Crawling, Mr. Chopped, Mr. Silvair, Hypnosis Microphone Jyuto Iruma a.k.a 45 Rabbit, Matenrou Division, Jyushi a.k.a 14th Moon, Ikebukuro West Gate Park, In the Miso Soup, Jiluka, Kagerou, kendo, KMFDM, Ladytron, Love Curse: Find Your Soulmate, Love and Deepspace Zayne, Malice Mizer, Mamireta, Mejibray, Merzbow, Monchhichi, Mononoke, anything by Sakaya Murata, Yan Lianke's mythorealism, The Phantom of the Opera, Piercing, PIG, Sion Sono films, Snakes and Earrings, Touchstarved, Twisted Wonderland Dire Crowley, Jade Leech, Rook Hunt, X Japan, Yakuza 0, Zi:Kill, 1Q84, 14 Days With You

journal

04/01/26 — “Your nose is bleeding.” She followed the line of his extended pointer finger aiming crosshairs at her face. She felt the first ruby bead drip down her lips. “Well, help her, you dumbass,” his roommate gave them a taunting look. “Otherwise I will.” He glared at him, hand dropping to his side. His long-legged stride brought him in front of her within two steps. With two fingers, he smeared the blood onto his hand, clenching it into a fist. She stared in shock, eyes flickering from his bloody hand to his smiling face. He gave her a warm smile, and with a faint blush dusting his cheeks, guided her towards the bathroom. The tips of his non-bloody fingers rested on the small of her back and only lifted to lock the door behind them. Her head was tilted back, blood running freely down her throat. She moved blindly to the sink, letting her head fall forward; and with it, the blood that had been coagulating in her nostrils. She groaned. “Wow. You get them bad, don’t you?” “No shit,” her voice rasped. She listened to the creak of a door as he opened the cupboard, presumably to look for paper towels. She eyed him in the mirror. He raised the bloody hand to his mouth, unfurling his fingers, and she watched in mild horror as his tongue flicked out to lap up the blood soaking into his skin. She averted her gaze back to the spatters of red in the bottom of the sink, head swimming. “Here,” his sweatered arm appeared, holding a handful of one-ply paper towels. She took them from his hand, setting them on the opposite side of the vanity. His watch glinted in the yellow-tinted warmth of the vanity lights. It drew her in like a crow to a coin, and she pressed forward, passing over the sink, letting her mouth hover millimeters over his palm. A few drops of blood slipped from her nose into the cup of his empty hand, forming a perfect crimson pool. He inhaled sharply as her tongue collided with his callused palm, his spit mixing with her own as she traced the blood into the embedded lines of his hands. She looked back at him, lips glassy and rose-tinted. He was looking away, red in the face, biting his lip. “Hey… do you like this?” He didn’t answer. Instead, like a cat avoiding being pet, he arched his neck to lean even farther away from her.

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—260402: ₊˚⊹♡₊˚⊹♡

—260329: Pictures taken moments before disaster (the Battle of Trost).

—260309: Big day for aquatic life enthusiasts.

—260224: Fox-tail hair! Done by my boss.

—260216: I love the shade of brown that muddy water makes.

—260123: Zayne girl 4 lyfe.

—260110: The botanical gardens. (❀◡‿◡)

—260106: Oshikatsumaxxing.

—260103: Matcha with star sprinkles.

—260101: Mr. Crawling (Homicipher) deco.

—260101-A: Vorpal blade, in the flesh (literally).

—251125: Matching my matcha.

—251104: Saw Frankenstein in theaters... Jacob Elordi I was not familiar with your game.

—250922: Girls who don't play about 45 Rabbit.

—250907: A pink-themed oshikatsu attempt.

—250907-A: Human animal (Zhang Huan).

—250830: Oshikatsu is always better with friends! >_<

—250809: Dinner after a bag sewing class! I was so hungry... I ate that entire bowl of ramen, and it was GIANT.

—250806: Gone fishin'.

—250729: A sculpture of Saint Sebastian. I took this after seeing pianist Kotaro Fukuma perform at a local museum. He was so cool!

—250729-A: I love the way meat looks. Just don't ask me to cook it. (BLEHG!)

—250729-B: Performance art by Zhang Huan. I love his work.

—250718: Just me.

—250713: This horse was named Tank!

—250703: Sun waves.

—250529: The Haruki Murakami art exhibit!

—250311: The best impulsive decision I've ever made: buying tickets to see Jiluka, day of the show! I ended up making some friends, and got to pull my first cheki.

—250217: Self-explanatory.

—241117: PIG, one of the best shows I have ever gone to. I got to speak to Raymond afterwards, which was an amazing surprise! He was very kind.

—230611: Hideism.